Last Namibian Post

Hey all!

I right this last post with a heavy weight in my heart. This is quite a long story, which I am not going to go into with this blog, so if anybody wants to know the truth behind what I'm about to say, you can always call me back home at (509)926-5558. However, I would probably wait for 3-4 days because I don't think I'm leaving Namibia until tomorrow (Jan. 3).

There was a number of reasons for me leaving. Let me assure you all that it was not because I was not up to the challenge, that it was too difficult, that I was homesick, etc. Why I am leaving is for my own reasons alone. I don't want people to worry about me. I especially don't want people feeling sorry for me. Moreover, I am still wrestling with my own mixed emotions about the subject in general, so I don't want anyone to think less of me for coming home early. Like I said, this is something that I need to do for myself. I apologize greatly, I don't want to let anybody down.

So please, just know that I am fine, that I am doing well, I am leaving, it is not the Peace Corps telling me to leave. I have my reasons, so if you are interested, you can certainly call.

So, with that said. I wanna say thank you to everyone for their ongoing support. I just don't want to feel like I let anybody down...this was for me. Sorry.

Anyway, which brings me to my next point...does anybody know where I can find work? I'm definitely gonna need to start working soon. I would like something on the Westside of the country, but am available to any suggestions, if anyone has any. I do plan on going to law school in the future, but I think I need to pay off some student loans, etc. before I have the chance to do that.

Love you all from the bottom of my little Sethman heart. Take care, keep in touch...I will certainly be doing the same.

Seth